my bags are all packed and i'm ready for tomorrow. ah can't believe its already here! must admit i had a little anxiety this morning but i'm over it and feeling more prepared. the past month has brought some major changes in my life, and tomorrow i feel that i truly am turning a page and starting a new chapter. which again i must admit leaves me feeling a little anxious. many things are very uncertain right now and for one of the first times in a very long time i will be completely alone. i am a little nervous but most of me is looking forward to this opportunity. to let God fill the empty spaces in me and provide the strength i need. as i leave for NZ i ask for prayers of courage and knowledge and a peaceful heart throughout my journey. i will be thinking of all of you at home during my time there and cannot wait to share the stories of my children and the adventures i have while traveling. hopes for safe travels and not too miserable layovers/long flights, i've got some tylenol pm to get me through and if you know me well you know how good i am at sleeping.

so bon voyage! here we goooo!